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 Updates.              Rules.
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7/26 - We are now over 400 members. 
7/15 - We are Really looking for staff members, so if you are interested inbox the owner. 
7/04 - HAPPY Fourth Of July!! ^_^ <3 
6/24 - We continue to grow, and have active members :] Yay. 
6/11 - We keep growing and having more fun. I added a chat room a few days ago, and It's going alright. Trouble is getting people on at the same time. Hopefully in the long run it will work. We also have a new contest up, so check it out. 
6/02 - We hit 200 members!! 
5/26 - We hit 100 members!! ^_^ Yay. 
5/24 - We've gotten over 50 members now, and our first contest has started. The Staff and I, have already invited people from NH,CT, and Maine. So be patient, we are trying to invite a bunch of people from every state. The cult is looking a lot better and already has activity. So yay! Lol. 
5/22 - The New_England Cult Was Made. I'm working on filling it up and I will start inviting members soon. Just be patient. :] & Enjoy. 
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<center>Rules-</center>
<li>New-England is made up of Connecticut (CT), Maine (ME), Massachusettes (MA), New Hampshire (NH), Rhode Island (RI) and Vermont (VT). Only Join If You Are From Those States. [With Few Exceptions.]
 
<li>Do not start drama between members (unless they deserve it).
 
<li> Do not make threads that are already made, look through all the threads first and if yours isn't up there, then post it.
 
<li> Do Not start unneccesary drama. You are allowed to have arguments and even question each others intelligence, but remember this is the internet, so in the end, does it really matter what someone says to you online...?
 
<li>Respect other members and their opinions/views.
 
<li> Do not try to join if you are not from New England (some exceptions may apply)
 
<li> Make sure you have that your from New England somewhere visable in your profile.
 
<li> It's not membership by approval yet. Not until we get more members. [It's only membership by approval so that no one that isn't from New England will try and join].
 
<li> Don't make *anyone from* posts, that's what the <a href="http://vampirefreaks.com/group_comment.php?entry=1944672">Introduction thread</a> is for.
 
More Will Be Added..

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This cult is for people from New England to come together and get to know eachother better. There are over 1,001,250 Members on vf at the moment and we understand how difficult it is to find other New England members, if you are not of premium status. Feel free to make your own threads and posts. We will start having contests when we get to 50 members. Also looking for staff, so if you think you can help out, please apply. 
 Welcome to the cult! :]

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-Staff Members- 
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- Owner -
 <a href="http://vampirefreaks.com/Vampire_Lova">Vampire_Lova</a> <img src="http://i96.photobucket.com/albums/l180/Laurel1989/Hairddone022.jpg" width=200px>

<hr> - Co-Owners -
 <a href="http://vampirefreaks.com/Malleus_Maleficarum">Malleus_Maleficarum</a> <img src="http://a17.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/7/l_9f3e3c074a915f54016a65e2cc7f8e00.png" width=200px>
 
<hr>- Roots -
 <a href="http://vampirefreaks.com/Prodavech-Narkotikov">Prodavech-Narkotikov</a> <img src="http://pics1.vampirefreaks.com/P/Pr/Pro/Prodavech-Narkotikov/19025971.jpg" width=200px>
 <a href="http://vampirefreaks.com/LoveLikeAnAngell">LoveLikeAnAngell</a> <img src="http://pics1.vampirefreaks.com/L/Lo/Lov/LoveLikeAnAngell/17384706.jpg" width=200px>

<hr>- Admin -
 <a href="http://vampirefreaks.com/Zachariah4Hellview">Zachariah4Hellview</a> <img src="http://pics1.vampirefreaks.com/Z/Za/Zac/Zachariah4Hellview/17378063.jpg" width=200px>

<hr>- Moderators -
 <a href="http://vampirefreaks.com/PoisonousXLollipop">PoisonousXLollipop</a> <img src="http://pics3.vampirefreaks.com/P/Po/Poi/PoisonousXLollipop/18206903.jpg" width=200px>
 
 
<a href="http://vampirefreaks.com/Cancerian_Moon_626">Cancerian_Moon_626</a> <img src="http://pics2.vampirefreaks.com/C/Ca/Can/Cancerian_Moon_626/14501843.jpg" width=200px>

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If you want to affiliate please <a href="http://vampirefreaks.com/group_comment.php?entry=1944745">Go To This thread</a> 
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-Best Drawing- 
<a href="http://vampirefreaks.com/u/Im_Kenny">Im_Kenny <img src="http://i7.tinypic.com/6390rvp.jpg" width=300></a>

-Cutest Friends Picture- 
<a href="http://vampirefreaks.com/u/Bedsideroses">Bedsideroses <img src="http://i210.photobucket.com/albums/bb174/bedsideroses/marietteslastdayofschool005.jpg" width=300></a>

-Best Nature Picture- 
<a href="http://vampirefreaks.com/u/Aspartame">Aspartame <img src="http://i4.photobucket.com/albums/y116/falling_grace/Photos/picturegroup27011.jpg" width=300></a>

-Coolest Peace Sign- 
<a href="http://vampirefreaks.com/u/Malleus_Maleficarum">Malleus_Maleficarum <img src="http://img181.imageshack.us/img181/329/malleus1rm8.png" width=300></a>

-Silliest Picture- 
<a href="http://vampirefreaks.com/u/ranojin">Ranojin <img src="http://i181.photobucket.com/albums/x291/ranojin/dirtymouth.jpg" width=300></a> 
More coming Soon...

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<center>&hearts;Birthdays&hearts; 
-January- 
1st - <a href="http://vampirefreaks.com/u/NoneYet">None Yet</a> 
1st - <a href="http://vampirefreaks.com/u/NoneYet">NoneYet</a>

-February- 
7th - <a href="http://vampirefreaks.com/u/_that_hit_hard_">_that_hit_hard_</a>

-March- 
5th - <a href="http://vampirefreaks.com/u/xXxMelixXx">xXxMelixXx</a> 
29th - <a href="http://vampirefreaks.com/u/xenocide23">xenocide23</a> 
29th - <a href="http://vampirefreaks.com/u/Vampire_Lova">Vampire_Lova</a>

-April- 
24th - <a href="http://vampirefreaks.com/u/bodomxchild">bodomxchild</a>

-May- 
9th - <a href="http://vampirefreaks.com/u/From_your_dreams">From_your_dreams</a>

30th - <a href="http://vampirefreaks.com/u/Zachariah4Hellview">Zachariah4Hellview</a>

-June- 
25th - <a href="http://vampirefreaks.com/u/LadyCorpse">LadyCorpse</a>

26th - <a href="http://vampirefreaks.com/u/Cancerian_Moon_626">Cancerian_Moon_626</a>

-July- 
21st - <a href="http://vampirefreaks.com/u/angelfire_721">angelfire_721</a> 
28th - <a href="http://vampirefreaks.com/u/x--candy-whxre--x">x--candy-whxre--x</a> 
31st - <a href="http://vampirefreaks.com/u/Lana_fabulust">Lana_fabulust</a>

-August- 
1st - <a href="http://vampirefreaks.com/u/noneyet">NoneYet</a>

-September- 
1st - <a href="http://vampirefreaks.com/u/NoneYet">NoneYet</a>

-October- 
7th - <a href="http://vampirefreaks.com/u/darkendninja">darkendninja</a> 
25th - <a href="http://vampirefreaks.com/u/pretty_princess_ang">pretty_princess_ang</a> 
26th - <a href="http://vampirefreaks.com/u/kalila_teh_mae">kalila_teh_mae</a> 
 -November- 
12th - <a href="http://vampirefreaks.com/u/LoveLikeAnAngell">LoveLikeAnAngell</a> 
15th - <a href="http://vampirefreaks.com/u/Darksoul15">Darksoul15</a>

-December- 
1st - <a href="http://vampirefreaks.com/u/NoneYet">NoneYet</a>

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<center>-Featured Member- 
<a href="http://vampirefreaks.com/bodomxchild">Bodomxchild <img src="http://pics2.vampirefreaks.com/b/bo/bod/bodomxchild/18666978.jpg" width=220></a> 
Go and Rate her :] 
She is our featured member!

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<a href="#01">[About]</a>
<a href="#02">[Staff]</a>
<a href="#03">[Affiliates]</a>
<a href="#04">[Contest winners]</a>
<a href="#05">[Birthdays]</a>
<a href="#06">[Featured]</a>
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Sex: Female 
Age: 19 
Location: In The Arms Of My Boyfriend 
Rating: 9.9350 
Rating points: 30570 
</td><td> Member since: July 16, 2005 
This User Is Forever In Love 
Account Status: Premium Member 
Rated by: 3077 people 
Taken: By <a href="http://vampirefreaks.com/u/satanicgod590" target="_blank">SatanicGod590</a> <img src="http://i30.photobucket.com/albums/c318/xShadowsMistress/Graphics/10.gif"> 
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UPDATED: "October 21, 2006 - No Subject" 
<a href="http://vampirefreaks.com/journal.php?u=A_Devils_Reject"><img src="http://i30.photobucket.com/albums/c318/xShadowsMistress/115664733732542.gif"></a>

<center><table><tr><td valign="top"><div style="background-image: url('http://vampirefreaks.com/images/gothic2.gif'); background-forbidden: center left; background-repeat: no-repeat;border: 2px outset white; background-color: black; overflow:auto; width: 150; height:400;"><center> 
<a href="#Part1"><img src="http://i30.photobucket.com/albums/c318/xShadowsMistress/d5879a4e.gif">Read This First</a> 
<a href="#Part2"><img src="http://i30.photobucket.com/albums/c318/xShadowsMistress/d5879a4e.gif">About The Girl</a> 
<a href="#Part3"><img src="http://i30.photobucket.com/albums/c318/xShadowsMistress/d5879a4e.gif">She Likes</a> 
<a href="#Part4"><img src="http://i30.photobucket.com/albums/c318/xShadowsMistress/d5879a4e.gif">She Dislikes</a> 
<a href="#Part5"><img src="http://i30.photobucket.com/albums/c318/xShadowsMistress/d5879a4e.gif">Her Cults</a> 
<a href="#Part6"><img src="http://i30.photobucket.com/albums/c318/xShadowsMistress/d5879a4e.gif">Her Music</a> 
<a href="#Part7"><img src="http://i30.photobucket.com/albums/c318/xShadowsMistress/d5879a4e.gif">Other Music</a> 
<a href="#Part8"><img src="http://i30.photobucket.com/albums/c318/xShadowsMistress/d5879a4e.gif">True Love</a> 
<a href="#Part9"><img src="http://i30.photobucket.com/albums/c318/xShadowsMistress/d5879a4e.gif">Contact Her</a> 
<a href="#Part10"><img src="http://i30.photobucket.com/albums/c318/xShadowsMistress/d5879a4e.gif">Random</a> </div></center></td>

<td valign="top"><div style="width: 510; height: 400; overflow: auto; border: 2px outset white;background-color:; overflow-y: hidden"><div style="width: 500; height:400; overflow: auto; background-color:; border: 2px outset white;"><a name="Nav"><div align="center"><center></a> Welcome 
To My Profile =) 
Please Enjoy Your Stay. 
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<center> </div><div style="width: 400; height: 500; overflow-y: hidden; border: 2px outset white; background-color:black; "><a name="Part2"></a></a><div align="center" style="width: 500; height: 400; overflow: auto; border: 2px outset white; background-color:black;"> 
<center>Before you read my profile, I would like to give my dedications to the two guys whom I love more than my whole world. They had such a great impact on the person that I am today, and I miss them greatly. May they rest in peace. 
<img src="http://i30.photobucket.com/albums/c318/xShadowsMistress/do9aar.gif">Seth Drouin; November 23, 1987 - March 4, 2003
 <img src="http://i30.photobucket.com/albums/c318/xShadowsMistress/do9aar.gif">Donald Nyegard; August 6, 1984 - October 4, 2004 </center>
&hearts;<img src="http://i30.photobucket.com/albums/c318/xShadowsMistress/iloveu3bu.gif">&hearts;
 
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<li>Has a name (Emily or Emilie [however you want to spell it]) 
<li>Has a boyfriend named Ben (<a href="http://vampirefreaks.com/u/SatanicGod590" target="_blank">SatanicGod590</a>)<img src="http://i30.photobucket.com/albums/c318/xShadowsMistress/Graphics/10.gif"> 
<li>Was born in Springfield, VT 
<li>Lived in Ascutney, VT before moving to NH 
<li>Owns 14 pets (3 rats, 7 hamsters, 1 gerbil, 1 fish, 1 snake and 1 cat) 
<li>Has a birthday (November 12th) 
<li>Owns a 1999 Pontiac Sunfire 
<li>Goes to school 
<li>Is a Juggalette 
<li>Loves her family 
<li>Draws and writes poetry 
<li>Sings 
<li>Dances (when she's alone) 
<li>Loves Horticulture 
<li>Plays Guitar 
<li>Loves Animals 
<li>Travels 
<li>Rules At Videogames (especially Halo and Halo2) 
<li>Went to Youth Group 
<li>Got her license on June 28, 2006 
<li>Has to stay back in high school, but graduates in January 2007 
<li>Loves the computer 
<li>Gets quiet when she's mad 
<li>Is shy at first 
<li>Loves to shop 
<li>Wants to pursue a modeling carrer 
<li>Loves to sleep in 
<li>Wants to go to an art college 
<li>Only has her ears, lip and navel pierced 
A bit more of my profile here: <a href="http://www.freewebs.com/adevilsreject/">FreeWebs.Com/adevilsreject</a> </ul>
<img src="http://tattooflash.info/shop/buttons/gotink.jpg"> 
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<li>Her Boyfriend <img src="http://i30.photobucket.com/albums/c318/xShadowsMistress/Graphics/10.gif"> 
<li>Riding her bike on ice 
<li>Driving 
<li>Animals (all kinds) 
<li>True Love 
<li>Sun tanning 
<li>Dance Dance Revolution 
<li>Video games in general 
<li>Going swimming with her boyfriend 
<li>Listening to loud music 
<li>Driving around aimlessly with her friends 
<li>Playing with BB guns 
<li>Messing with her profile 
<li>Talking on the phone 
<li>Snow ball fights 
<li>Listening to music 
<li>Watching movies 
<li>Cuddling 
<li>Sitting around a bon fire 
<li>DRINKING 
<li>Snowboarding 
<li>Skateboarding 
<li>Drawing still life 
<li>Shopping with friends 
<li>Hanging out with friends 
<li>Seeing her grandmother 
<li>Dancing in the rain 
<li>Watching a thunder storm from her porch 
<li>Horticulture 
<li>Spending time with her friend Ceri <a href="http://vampirefreaks.com/profile.php?user=Kitty_Of_Darkness" target="_blank">(Kitty_Of_Darkness)</a> </ul>
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<li>Not being able to see Ben 
<li>Most of the human race 
<li>Getting stood up 
<li>Being lied to by people whom were her friends 
<li>When people can't tell her the goddamn truth 
<li>Going to school (drama everywhere) 
<li>Getting her heart broken 
<li>The fact that she is over-jealous 
<li>Fakes (people who pretend to be something their not) 
<li>People that are too sarcastic or too serious all the time 
<li>Not being able to use the car 
<li>When other girls hit on, touch, or flirt with her boyfriend 
<li>Not having money 
<li>How all her friends live far away 
<li>Being shy 
<li>Presenting in front of class 
<li>"Nothing" Fights 
<li>When people lie to her 
<li>Her old school bullies (T.W., G.M., A.F.) 
<li>When plans get canceled 
<li>When she gets forgotten 
<li>Most sports 
<li>When people ask her the same question over and over again 
<li>When people always ask her whats wrong if she is trying to sleep 
<li>When people assume she is pissed off, sad, or depressed if she doesnt want to talk at 7 in the morning 
<li>When people put a label over her head 
<li>How most of her school hates her because of rumors 
<li>how life is so short </ul> 
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<li>666 
<li>Alice in Chains 
<li>A Perfect Circle 
<li>A Static Lullaby 
<li>Anti-flag 
<li>Anybody Killa 
<li>After Forever 
<li>Arch Enemy 
<li>Adema 
<li>Akercocke 
<li>Ailinel 
<li>Atreyu 
<li>Anthrax 
<li>Blink 182 
<li>Behemoth 
<li>Black Flag 
<li>Bob Marley 
<li>The Birthday Massacre 
<li>Bullet For My Valentine 
<li>Bowling For Soup 
<li>Bathory 
<li>Bassic 
<li>Buckcherry 
<li>Cannibal Corpse 
<li>Celldweller 
<li>Chevelle 
<li>Collide 
<li>Cradle Of Filth 
<li>Corrosion of Conformity 
<li>Coal Chamber 
<li>Dead Can Dance 
<li>Deadstar Assembly 
<li>Disorder By Design 
<li>Death Cab for Cutie 
<li>Disturbed 
<li>Dope 
<li>Drowning Pool 
<li>Einherjer 
<li>Fear Factory 
<li>Finntroll 
<li>Frickin' A 
<li>Green Day 
<li>Gwar 
<li>Gackt 
<li>Gigi D'agoztino 
<li>Godsmack 
<li>Gorgoroth 
<li>HIM 
<li>Halovox 
<li>Hyde 
<li>Insane Clown Posse 
<li>Ill Nino 
<li>Iron Maiden 
<li>Iced Earth 
<li>In Flames 
<li>Jack Off Jill 
<li>James Taylor 
<li>James Brown 
<li>Kittie 
<li>The Killers 
<li>Korn 
<li>Linkin Park 
<li>Lamb Of God 
<li>London After Midnight 
<li>Lustra 
<li>Megadeth 
<li>Metallica 
<li>Moi dix Mois 
<li>Meshuggah 
<li>Machine Head 
<li>Misfits 
<li>Moonspell 
<li>Mudvayne 
<li>Mushroom Head 
<li>Milk inc 
<li>Morbid Angel 
<li>Marilyn Manson 
<li>Malice Mizer 
<li>Modest Mouse 
<li>Maroon 5 
<li>Morgendammerung Der Heiden 
<li>Monster Magnet 
<li>Murderdolls 
<li>Mindless Self Indulgence 
<li>MXPX 
<li>Nightwish 
<li>NOFX 
<li>Nebula H 
<li>Nick Skitz 
<li>Nickelback 
<li>Nightwish 
<li>New Found Glory 
<li>Nirvana 
<li>Nine Inch Nails 
<li>Otep 
<li>Orgy 
<li>One Minute Silence 
<li>Opeth 
<li>Pantera 
<li>Psyclon Nine 
<li>Rammstein 
<li>Rancid 
<li>Razed in Black 
<li>Sum 41 
<li>Seraphim Shock 
<li>Smile Empty Soul 
<li>Suicide Commando 
<li>Skinlab 
<li>Slipknot 
<li>Static-X 
<li>Stone Sour 
<li>Stiff Little Fingers 
<li>Schwarz Stein 
<li>Sugarcult 
<li>Suicidal Tendencies 
<li>Sick Of It All 
<li>Taproot 
<li>The Transplants 
<li>Type-O-Negative 
<li>Twiztid 
<li>Underoath 
<li>Unwritten Law 
<li>Voodoo Glow Skulls 
<li>V-MoB 
<li>White Zombie 
<li>Wolfsheim 
<li>Zug Island </ul>
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 I named this "Other Music" because this is the music that I like that people on this site probably hate. I personally don't care, I have a very diverse music taste and you shouldn't judge a person on the music they like. But on who they are as a person. now onto the music list. <ul>
<li>50 Cent 
<li>Akon 
<li>Alexz Johnson 
<li>All-American Rejects 
<li>Amanda Perez 
<li>Ashlee Simpson 
<li>Avril Lavigne 
<li>B*Witched 
<li>Beck 
<li>Beyonce 
<li>Big & Rich 
<li>Black Eyed Peas 
<li>Blaque 
<li>Brooke Valentine 
<li>Charlie Daniels Band 
<li>Chingy 
<li>Chris Brown 
<li>Christina Aguilera 
<li>Ciara 
<li>The Click Five 
<li>D12 
<li>Daddy Yankee 
<li>Eminem 
<li>Fall Out Boy 
<li>G-Unit 
<li>Good Charlotte 
<li>Gretchen Wilson 
<li>Gwen Stefani 
<li>Hilary Duff 
<li>J-Kwon 
<li>JadaKiss 
<li>James Brown 
<li>Jay Z 
<li>Jessica Simpson 
<li>Joe Diffie 
<li>John Leguizamo 
<li>JoJo 
<li>Johnny Cash 
<li>Juelz Santana 
<li>Kanye West 
<li>Kelly Clarkson 
<li>Kevin Little 
<li>Lil' Bow Wow 
<li>Lil Jon and The Eastside Boys 
<li>Lindsey Lohan 
<li>Lonestar 
<li>Ludacris 
<li>M2M 
<li>Michelle Tumes 
<li>Missy Elliott 
<li>Murphy Lee 
<li>Nelly 
<li>Nelly Furtado 
<li>Neo 
<li>Pink 
<li>Pussycat Dolls 
<li>R Kelly 
<li>Rascal Flatts 
<li>Rednex 
<li>Rihanna 
<li>Rob Thomas 
<li>Sean Paul 
<li>Shakira 
<li>Shawn Desman 
<li>Simple Plan 
<li>Skye Sweetnam 
<li>Snoop Dogg 
<li>Stacie Orrico 
<li>T.I. 
<li>Tenacious D 
<li>Tim McGraw 
<li>Trace Adkins 
<li>Will Smith 
<li>Workin Lunch 
<li>Ying Yang Twins 
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